VRILLESSENCE ISSUE 0003

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VRIŁŁERISM
July 11, 2025

WEEKLY MEDITATION

Not choosing the easy road has been hard. I could get a steady job and be safe. Instead, I moved without a plan to sunny Spain from grey Sweden. Being your own boss, trying to figure out what to spend time on to maybe make money in the future, and constantly hearing people say you should become a scientist or a doctor is hard.

This past weekend I did a 5h race in the fjords, lakes and mountains of Norway. 12 degrees in the air, 9-14 in the water. It was hard, cold and grueling. I enjoyed it. Why? Because, in the pursuit of a goal with people you like, the harder the journey the more enjoyable it is. This is the key to online entrepreneurship, to relationships and to life.

In life there is no finish line, we never reach the destination. Only when an aim is set can the journey begin. It is in the journey that purpose emerges, where meaning manifests, and true enjoyment is realised. It was never meant to be easy. But, to endure the resistance; purpose, meaning and enjoyment must exist.

A life well lived is one long endurace race leading nowhere and everywhere at once. The longer you go the better your life becomes. Most people never race, many stop racing, and some race all the way. Be the few that dare to live.

BY @MJ

THE VRILL BOARD

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Rule of thumb: The more important a call or action is to our soul's evolution, the more Resistance we will feel toward pursuing it. […] The most pernicious aspect of procrastination is that it can become a habit. We don’t just put off our lives today; we put them off till our deathbed.
- Steven Pressfield (The War of Art)
VRILL INSIGHTS: Why Most People Fail At Manifestation

Happy Friday Vrillers, 

I read this quote the other day which has stuck with me ever since. 

“Manifestation is internally shifting to a degree to which you are no longer emotionally dependent on seeing reality change”

When most people hear the word Manifestation, they imagine someone thinking so vividly about a future ideal reality that they will it into their present reality. 

This is how I used to think about it too, but it’s less about imagining and more about feeling. 

The biggest emotion that blocks manifestation is neediness.

Neediness creates psychic blockage in the soul because you are signaling to the universe, or God, that you are not yet complete. 

But the key is to BE complete in the here and now, that way you emit the frequency that you desire. If you are waiting for a future reality to manifest in order for the feeling you desire to arrive, you will always be waiting. 

The feeling must come first. 

It is a bit of a paradox really. 

You ever notice how you always seem to get what you want when you stop needing it? 

Or how as soon a you stop looking for something, it appears to you? 

This is how this Universal Law works too. In order to manifest what you want, you must first feel complete with who, what, and where you are currently in life. Once you first feel satisfied and grateful with your current reality, God will reward you with your desired future reality. 

Gratitude magnetizes growth.

Why would God reward those who aren’t grateful with the life He gave them? 

I call this The Art of Letting Go: 

It’s just one of the mindset shifts I teach in my free mini e-book “Mindset Hacks to Influence Reality.”

Until next time,