FAITH IS THE KEY

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FAITH IS THE KEY

If you're young with no mortgage, no pets, no girlfriend, you need to go.

Live in another culture.

Get away from what reminds your subconscious of who you "are".

We are all addicted to what makes us who we think we are.

If we didn't act in ways that confirm that we are who we think we are we would go insane.

Imagine waking up each day with a different accent, a different laugh, a different gait.

You are an adult now.

It is time to let the man inside of you emerge and kill off the parts of you molded when you were not conscious of the molding.

You need to break the habit of being yourself (H/T Joe Dispenza).

Living alone in a place where you know no one is a rite of passage that goes way back.

It allows you to break off the chains that held you.

Old friends, old places, old habits.

Why do heroine addicts always relapse when they go back to where they did the drug?

Environment.

Swap the environment and it changes the landscape in which your actions, thoughts and habits emerge.

You need to find out who you are.

I need to find out who I am.

So, leave.

Go places.

Do stuff.

Explore.

Fail.

Succeed.

Fall in love.

Fall out of love.

Build a business.

Learn a new language.

Become good at something strange.

Build something with your hands.

Build something with your mind.

You were not meant to walk the straight and narrow.

You know this, your mother knows this, God knows this.

So, why are you going against what the universe it trying to tell you.

Resistance only exists when you go against your nature.

Living in alignment with who you are, fundamentally, is the goal.

An unattainable goal at best, but worthwhile still.

What is keeping you from leading a life that you at 70 would be proud of?

For me it was the lack of faith.

I tried to define the optimal life that would lead me toward my potential.

I then logically tried to define what my potential was.

A tall task.

An impossible task.

The wrong task.

Years of autistic optimization.

My life was better by all metrics.

But the void in my soul that I tried to fill up wasn't full.

The burden of justifying my existence by my progress toward my self defined potential was heavy.

At some point I realized I had to let go.

Let go of trying to grasp what my potential was.

Let go of trying to define the path there.

Let go of the constant pursuit of optimal.

The only way I could let go was by having faith.

Now I have faith that something inside of me, external to me, knows what is best for me and guides me as long as I listen.

Who am I to try to force my potential into being?

Only God knows.

Define it how you will, but it is there.

A force for good.

A signal in the noise pulling you directly closer to what you actually want and not what you think you want.

Get away from who you are and the signal will become detectable.

Once it has made itself known to you it is hard to not see it.

Find the signal and do not lose it.

Without it you are literally an NPC, an LLM, a script defined by culture, genetics and your environment.

Break free by having faith not by forcing your way out.

The chains that hold you from being what you know you could are a construct that disappear once you let go.

Rome wasn't built in a day and you won't be either.

The point is to establish the connection to God and then start walking.

Let go, have faith and go.

Do not stop.

Your journey starts now.